Boggled

It seriously makes me wonder how some people can be so cruel or so inconsiderate of the ones around them.
Does it really not seem like they're doing wrong when they say the words they say, or do the actions they see through.

I have a friend, a best friend actually since grade school. He has been through a rough time with a three year relationship, and let me tell you, it got intense towards the end.
Now, it was his first relationship, and serious one at that, and for this girl, who seriously needs some love and affection in her life to make her a better person.
Because right now, I am having a very hard time seeing the good in her, at all.
It makes me upset. To see the friends i care for being mistreated and used for such vulgar actions, and all because of the ones they used to care for, that they thought cared for them.

I Guess what I am trying to say, watch out for those people, they could be a friend, best friend, family, loved one, and sometimes yourself.
I've too been mistreated harshly, but my a so called best friend, so now I understand more about people.

I hope it's not too late for either of them, for my friend to learn that sometimes people can be vicious, and for her, that sometimes, you can not always demand what you want and expect it in the palm of your hand.

The Finish Line

I am on the last week of my freshman year of college, and let me tell you.
Summer has never looked so good.

You know, i expected college to be a whole new chapter, a whole new experience with new faces and scenery.
All i've gotten was the same situations from Senior year in high school. Same deal, same cattiness, same shit.

I seriously wish I had the nerve to go up to someone, grab them by the shoulders, and make them realize who they either have become, or just simply realize what they are doing.

But, of course,  I tend to let things slide and let them be as they are.
No so bad right?

Overload

I have seriously been so stressed and overworked for some reason these past couple days. I don't dare tell anyone because I do not enjoy the constant check ups or reminders that i feel this way. Today though, I couldn't handle it anymore, I just had to let it out, and it came in a sea of tears.

It's good to let it out, sometimes.
If you do it too much, you look vulnerable, or weak.

"Today I don't feel like doin' anything,

I just wanna lay in my bed"

Totally have been feeling this way for a while now. I've been so overwhelmed with a lot of things lately.

Why do you think it is so hard for some people to actually stand up for themselves of for something. or just to tell someone No or somethings alongs the lines?

I have that problem. I'd rather me get upset, than see people get mad or upset in some form.

Anyway, lately, I have just been wanting to lay around and do nothing but relax.

Summer is long over due.

The Funny Thing

You know what the funny thing is? When some people say they are jealous of the people who are in love. What I find funny is, those people, who really are in love, don't realize it for a long time, because it is so natural to be in love with the right person.
Those who say they know are in love with someone, aren't.
How could you possibly know how being in love is like if you have never experienced it before? You can't.
And if you fall in love more then once, it's a different road of experiences waiting to happen.
Thats the funny thing about love, well to me that is.

L.O.V.E.

I love this boy, I really do. I can say that with all confidence.

Because of him, I know what love, to me, is.

03/30/2010

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Sometimes

Sometimes, I like to just to think to myself
Sometimes, I prefer myself to know certain information
Sometimes, Letting things slide actually feels better than starting commotion

Sometimes, It's refreshing to move on in life, and focus on your life as it is now.


Things do change, a lot. Their are times we wonder why they do. The most incredible thing is though, is the outcome of new experiences, new people, new feelings, new memories that we get to create.