Inner Demons

I really don't feel too negative about myself. I don't really think that negative about anyone else either. Of course I get those thoughts of jealousness or anger, but never to the point where I becomes something to worry about.

Anyway, i've really been thinking about learning how to play the drums. I've always had the want to do it, but I never thought I could have the opportunity. It would be pretty bitch'n though.

I also can't wait until my first year of college is over, because that means it gets closer to the good stuff, and that is supposed to refer the rest of my life.

Morality

When it comes to morals, their are so many different ones out there in the world. Whether it is based on how you were raised, what religion you believe, and so forth. I on the other hand, believe it goes beyond that.

Who says we have to follow the guidelines of someone else's morals. We all have our own thoughts and ways of thinking, I think we can come up with our own system of beliefs.

I know that most of the people in the world will follow the morals of lets say, their church, and i'm not saying not to. All I am saying is you better be the sole decision on following those beliefs you do.

I just think everyone should sit down and really think on what they think is right and wrong, because let me tell you, it's a lot harder to follow something you don't understand then stand to stand alone and back up your own beliefs.

Lovely

I find it funny, how some people go to extremes to just feel like they belong. I look around all the time, and see smiling faces, but do you ever wonder, whats going on on the inside? I know, especially when it comes to appearance, their is a ton of expectations to what someone has to be in order to be "accepted" by society.

Plain and simple, don't beat yourself up about trying to fit someone else mold of perfect. Find your own. Whether you diet (in a healthy way!), excursive, or just go and by clothes you feel good in, and look good in.

Everyone is a lovely person, you just gotta find it for yourself in order to believe it.