Its the most

Stressful time of the year. With school, work, and the fact that now I can buy presents with my own money is putting a lot of strain on myself.

I do have to admit though, it's nice to know that the year is winding down, and that's one year closer to my future that I have been working hard at. I honestly cannot wait.

Sad faces

its been so long since i have typed anything on here, i just have not been so serious about so many things it feels like and it has finally hit me all in the face.
in other news, watching the world series, and its one out till the game is over
the dissapointment of some of the peoples faes is so sad
next year guys, they did great while it lasted.

Just having a good time!
everything seems to be going pretty well lately, still some things to get used to.
One thing is for sure, everything is gonna look up soon, and everything is gonna be just fine.

:]

Self Esteem at its best

You know when you have that one picture, the one you took just by messing around alone with a camera in your room. That one picture that puts a smile on your face, just solely because you like it?
Yeah, I love that feeling too.
Its important though, I think, to have moments like that when you just really feel good about yourself. When other things are intimidating you, or making you feel less than what you really are, it's a nice feeling to know that you think so greatly of yourself.

Not in a conceited way though, thats different. That's ignorance of knowing the difference between thinking positively and thinking you are greater than the world.

Then again, you should think you are greater than the world, but YOUR world, because if you keep thinking that you are better than what you really are, then that only means your attitude will keep going up.
Keep thinking that you are so much better than what you set yourself up to be. Chances are, you have such a beautiful soul hiding that everyone should see.

Scatter

Man, I haven't been posting here in a while. Well, the least I can say is that lately i've been having an abundance of thoughts running through my head.

The mostly have been dong with what I want to do for myself. I've thought of making a youtube channel so I can talk about things and give advice, and also have it there for when I need to hear it too. Also, i've been thinking about leaving to Europe to study medicine when the time comes, but it ust seems kind of out of reach, and a bit scary.

And another thing, I've been having weird dreams these past couple weeks, and the weird thing is, I used to never remember my dreams, so I wonder if these are a real sign for me to do something.
I don't know, but one thing is for sure, I want to find a way I can ust express myself freely, and open up my mind a little more than I already do.

We'll see what happens with that.

Happy 4th of July!

So many plans have fallen through today, and I ended up not doing anything on one of my favorite holidays.
I saw my dog was scared so I decided to go comfort her outside, since my dad had just given her a bath, and she was too wet to come inside.
When she was dry enough, we ran inside, and we celebrated the holiday together.
Here's out night in photos <3

We danced the night away, and then enjoyed to quite time watching the fireworks on the television.
This doggie made my day a whole lot better. :]